New with a past…

So you started seeing someone new. Everything is awesome. You like them, they like you, and everything is super shiny and new in your cute little beginning of a relationship. The stories have never been told before, and jokes are extra funny. You want to take this person around and parade them around like you …

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I made plans…

I swear God laughs every time we make any. I like to imagine God hanging out with angels up in heaven watching us down here with our 'plans'.. They'd be cracking up, sipping on some water he just turned into wine.. As he gasps for air between belly laughs he says to one angel, did …

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When you give good you get good…

So the other day I had a small rant about getting what you give. It isn't only about the Debbie downer part of that saying that people should hear. You literally get what you give. Especially with the good. I'm human. Bad stuff happens to me just like everyone else. In the past, if anything …

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Inch by inch…

To elaborate on my previous post about taking steps, I thought I'd share the results from the last time I took a huge leap of faith. For years, I worked in a job I was really good at. The job was easy for me but had social components that killed me in so many ways. …

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Moving on…

There are times when you give everything and it isn't enough. Whether it's a romantic or professional partnership, when there isn't an equal give and take, it's time to walk away to find a better match. Some people stay in these relationships for too long. I know I've been guilty of staying when I should …

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The Stars Above Me… Explained

I've posted this poem in the past. I never wanted to explain the why behind it until now. There was a person in my life whom I loved very deeply. Beyond reason, actually. It was the type of love that didn't make much sense. This person hurt me so many times, in so many different …

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Do I have an extra? Pshhh please.

Alright I am just going to come out with it. I have a bad habit. Yes. I smoke cigarettes. So many perfect pictures have been ruined by a pack of those yucky things and I hate it. I'm not proud of my nasty, smelly habit. And yeah it is an expensive one as well. I …

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